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We had been pushing for about an hour off and on.
Dr. Jackson was pretty confident that Xavier was face up, and she thought there
might be something else going on in the womb. She looked at Holly and said,
"I can let you push for a few hours, but at this point I'm confident that
this isn't going to happen. This baby isn't coming out this way."
We were bummed because we really didn't want a
C-Section, but we understood that it was going to be a necessity at some point
that night. With that in mind, we told Dr. Jackson to go ahead and prep for the
surgery.
I couldn't believe that he was going to be here
soon. How wonderful!
So, we prepped for surgery, in the mean time, Dr.
Jackson actually went and delivered another baby, and then we went back into
the operating room, ready to meet Xavier.
I sat with Holly, up at her head as they began the
surgery. She was so scared, and very cold. I held her arm and kissed her and
kept telling her how great she had done, how strong she had been all day.
It was nearly twenty four hours since Holly's ninja
move out of the bed. Dr. Jackson called over the blue barrier, "time to
stand up dad, get that camera ready."
I stood up and watched as my son was taken from the
womb and brought into the great big world. What an awesome experience that I
witnessed through the lens of my camera.
Once he was born, they showed him off to Holly then
moved him over to weigh him and get him cleaned up. I couldn't stop smiling. He
and I took some pictures, then he got to go to his mommy who kissed him about a
hundred times.
Then we took him out to meet the paparazzi!
Here are the people who braved the late night and
long day in order to meet our little Xavier:
Grandma and Papaw P.
Grandma and Grandpa B.
Great-Grandma C.
Aunt Heather
Aunt Elna
Uncle B, Aunt Lisa, Kristi and Kaleigh
We found out later that they had a small pool going
to determine what they thought Xavier would weigh when he was born. Here are
those results:
Grandma P: 9 pounds, 6 ounces
Papaw P: 8 pounds, 7 ounces
Grandma B: 8 pounds, 2 ounces
Grandpa B: 7 pounds, 10 ounces
Great-Grandma C: 9 pounds, 3 ounces
Aunt Heather: 7 pounds, 12 ounces
Aunt Elna: 8 pounds, 13 ounces
Uncle B: 7 pounds, 15 ounces
Aunt Lisa: 9 pounds, 1 ounce
Kristi: 9 pounds, 7 ounces
He actually weighed 7 pounds, 3 ounces. This makes
Grandpa B the winner, although if this were The Price Is Right, they'd all be
losers. Xavier was also 21 inches long!
What sticks with me the most about the birth of
Xavier is a feeling that I have yet to describe adequately. We had known who
Xavier was for months. We named him LONG before he was born, and we called him
by name while he was in the womb. There was never any doubt that he was going
to be our little Xavier. We were thrilled to meet him.
The actual event of meeting him, however, was
overwhelming. I was completely dumb-struck by the idea that THIS was Xavier!
This… concept finally had arms and legs and fingers and toes and very powerful
little lungs!
I’m doing a remarkably terrible job at explaining
myself, but it’s the best I know how to do. He had gone from being this
abstract thing into being our little boy so quickly. I was completely struck by
how much I loved him the moment I saw him.
It was like my life up until that moment had been
remarkably incomplete. I couldn’t understand how I had ever been able to
function up until that moment. How had my world ever been right before Xavier
was born?
These are the things I’m processing in these days,
and I’m sure I’ll continue to process them as long as I’m alive.
God is good, we love our little boy.